*A little background*
I lost my Father in 2003, my senior year in high school. Not long after I lost one of my older Sisters and my best friend, LeeAnn, in November of 2008. In June of 2009 (just 1 month before our wedding) I lost my Mother. Times have been rough. My family is now half the size of what it once was and knowing that kills me. Not having my Mother here to let me know things will be okay kills me. Having to deal with fertility issues with no one really here to quite understand is the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with.
I feel when I open up to people about different tests the Dr is running, or when I have to go do blood work, or the sadness and emptiness I am holding onto inside-makes them think less of me. Like I am burdening them with things that really don't matter to them. This blog is to help me vent, share, and document everything going on in this stage of my life. You are welcome to follow along if you wish.
You are not alone. I hope your writing helps you heal. I hope you find some joy along the way. I know people will read your story and find comfort in it, and I hope you find other blogs that comfort you during these tough times. What a strong woman you are!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Leslie! :)
ReplyDeletewriting will definitely help... and i feel the same thing when i try to talk to people about trying to conceive. like they could care less or simply don't understand. and i don't want to tell too much but i'm not sure where the boundaries are. i'm really excited to have a friend in this. you guys WILL get pregnant. i am sure of it!
ReplyDeleteYou are so strong, and I hope this blog is the outlet you need to help vent some of the frustrations you're encountering. You WILL get pregnant, keep your chin up girl!
ReplyDeleteThanks girls! It means alot to know that there are people out there willing to "listen".
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